What the fuck

last night was fucked. the parts i remember at least. the hurst was a drunk mess and it got pretty frusterating. alex is amazing. by far the most sincere person ive ever met. shes an amazing friend. i didnt like the shit i heard when i woke up this morning. i hope its all just a big joke. if it isnt, i deserve whatever consequence is given.i miss you chilog. i had a great time with you thursday. i love you baby. with all my heart and im sorry for acting so distant. its just how i feel lately. distant. like im watching my life happen. when im with you thats different and i crave the moments where i can genuinly smile. love you.