im sorry

i want to be the one to put that beautiful smile on your face. i waited all day to just hold you and i fucked it up. im sorry. please just dont let me effect you negatively. forget about me. i hurt you to much and too often. im sick of upsetting you. it tears me apart. im not worth you being upset. smile chilog. i love you. dont let me any closer. i dont want to hurt you.